Friday, October 31, 2008

Bored


im sooo bored! im in third period tech class and it duznt get out for another half an hour! im listening to mcr but its not helping!

but im thinking of gerard and that is kinda helping......

halloween

ok, so today is halloween (woo hoo) well im usually totally excited for halloween but this year im just not into it. i figured out what i wanted to me just this morning. im gonna be an Mcr fan. i know, stupid right?
but to make matters worse, my best friend broke up with her boyfriend and he thinks i coached her into breaking up with him. i didnt tho. and she broke up with him because he is too clingy and really whiney, but i dont want to tell him that.
but my best friend broke his heart, and it saddens me. she broke another dudes heart this year too. and she duznt feel bad about it or anything. and that worries me, alot. and i just dont know what to do because he was my friend and now that she broke up with him and he thinks its my i have lost a friend.
why did this all have to happen on halloween?!
and on frankie's birthday too!?
*sigh*
im babbling, arent i?
oh well, i just would luv if someone would help me because yeah, im really lost...

but i have a boyfriend! and he is soooo awesome! but i think im falling for his best friend!
(i no, its bad)
but like yeah his friend is awesme too
but yeah
i no i love my boyfriend and even though his friend flatters me, i think ill just stick with the guy i have
good idea, right?