Monday, November 3, 2008

i am such an idiot

i am just so happy cuz i have a loving bf (well im guessing as much) and guess what i found out saturday
that two of my ex boyfriends are still madly in love with me
one, ill call him Jeff and the other i will call, Sven
ok so Jeff moved to Bend during the summer and i broke up with him because i cudnt handle the distance between us. and on saturday just randomly he texted me and told me that he still loves me and that he hasnt stopped thinking about me since he left
and i dont have any feelings for him, except hate. ill prolly tell you more about that later.

ok now Sven
ok well he moved the day after school got out last year to colorado and i started going out with him the dat b4 school started this year but again, i cudnt handle the distance. and i was tecting him to nights ago and he told me that he, too, is still in love with me
and that he wud kill for me and he wud die for me
romantic, huh?
but he knows about my boyfriend, nick
but he duznt care
and i kinda said yes to him
now i have two boyfriends
this will either end greatly or terribly
im worried
really worried.......